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Posts relating to Happiness:

Tobias
1475 15 44

4 Possible Game Ideas

Posted by A Tobias 8 months ago
I've been occupied recently with university exams, but now that they - and the first academic year - are over, I have several long, lonely months ahead of me which I can use to finally properly get back to games development. I'm unsure which direction to take it in, though; as ∞ before ∞, there are four ideas I could explore, though somewhat different ones this time!
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Tobias
2417 62 65

Fears and Faltering

Posted by A Tobias 11 months ago
I've done little work recently, as my mind's still stuck in a state of wandering wondering about worries, loneliness and my uncertain path into the future, though I feel I'm taking steps towards getting out of this mental quagmire. I've been playing a game for inspiration. I held a human brain, which was one of my biggest fears and which turned out to be a positive experience. I drew some comedians!!
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Tobias
2906 24 54

The Future of Taming Dreams

Posted by A Tobias 1 year ago
As always, here's a link to the ∞ Android version of Taming Dreams ∞, since attention to it went down a lot when I didn't include one! Speaking of which, the game's not been a huge success so far. I know that's because I've yet to actively promote it, but - while most of the feedback has been positive, some very positive - some statistics and negative feedback makes me wonder about where I should actually go from here...
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Tobias
2310 3 150

Trepidation, Victims, Peace.... Thoughts

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
MARDEK's basically ready to be uploaded... but I seem to be having difficulty with the emotional aspects of all of this. I had to essentially go into hiding to recover from the stress of everything before, but now that I'm at the point where I should come out of hiding, I can't say that I feel especially prepared. So I'm going to write what will likely be a long, rambling, barely coherent post about my thoughts at this point.
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Tobias
3199 3 221

MARDEK Improvements!!

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
As I rewrite the plot of MARDEK, I realise more and more that I really do need to make a few changes to the main character. Nothing major, and it's definitely an improvement in every way, as I'm sure you'll all agree!
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Tobias
1572 2 104

The Haunting Night

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
I have been 'at peace' for these last few weeks, and my inner and outer worlds have been changing significantly due to this... However, unfortunately, being at peace isn't the same as being happy. Negative thoughts still have the power to creep in, though a peaceful outlook enables you to handle inner darkness without being consumed by it.
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Tobias
1902 2 205

Getting Out

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
I've been neglecting MARDEK for the past few days, I'm sorry to say, but it's because... well, it's amazing how much my life has been changing recently, since my recent 'awakening' or however I might call it. I travelled to London and back on trains twice this last week, to spend time with an online friend. I never could have done this kind of thing just a couple of months ago.
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Tobias
1608 1 119

Enlightenment

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
I wrote this to post elsewhere, but I thought I might as well post it here, too. It reiterates some concepts I've covered in previous entries, and expands on others. In summary, it speaks of a spiritual shift I've undergone recently; a raising of consciousness, and how you might undergo the same thing yourself.
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Tobias
1184 0 164

The Cocoon Cracks...

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
I've lived in fear and avoided the world for basically my whole life... It's led to social isolation, and an embarrassing lack of practical life skills and experience; there are so many things I can't do or which I've never done. For a long, long time, I defined myself in these terms; "I'm Different", "I don't belong in this world", "I'd only mess up if I tried, so I'll hide", and so on. It was easier to just curl up in my cocoon and let the world do its own thing, without getting involved in any way. Yesterday's spiritual experience seems to have led to a strong shift in my thinking, though, and now I feel so very open to many things that I'd never have thought possible before.
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Tobias
1929 2 124

Ommmmm~

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
I've had a dark day today... and it's culminated in tears. But they're epiphanous tears, tears of bliss from a pulse of white light that shot through my being, as I feel that I've stumbled upon some great secret that I've been edging ever closer to for a long while now.
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