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Posts relating to Spirituality:

Tobias
2036 19 112

How I'm Doing

Posted by A Tobias 1 year ago
The comments on the previous post made me aware that I've not actually ~talked about my feelings~ in a while, so I've not made it clear how I'm doing on a personal level. It's not that I'm trying to hide anything or put on a brave face; I simply haven't had the time! I'm working absurdly long hours at the moment in a rush to finish episode 3 - essentially from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep - and when I'm not working, I just want to rest and relax, which doesn't involve typing things. I'll probably cover quite a lot of things here, though!
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Tobias
1641 1 170

Be Yourself

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
MARDEK's still coming along well, and I'm still doing a lot of work on the mobile port every day. I want to make that clear before talking about anything else. It's just taking time, since, well, things do take time, it would seem! But it's probably taking longer than it otherwise might because I've been battling against my inner demons for the last week or two, despite the 'inner peace' I discovered at the start of the year. I thought it might help to write out some thoughts about what I'm going through, and how my recent discoveries shine a new light onto these familiar thoughts and feelings.
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Tobias
2310 3 150

Trepidation, Victims, Peace.... Thoughts

Posted by A Tobias 2 years ago
MARDEK's basically ready to be uploaded... but I seem to be having difficulty with the emotional aspects of all of this. I had to essentially go into hiding to recover from the stress of everything before, but now that I'm at the point where I should come out of hiding, I can't say that I feel especially prepared. So I'm going to write what will likely be a long, rambling, barely coherent post about my thoughts at this point.
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