I tried to learn Japanese once, but got exhausted within weeks because it's so different to English. So I'm impressed you've stuck with it so long!

There is a huge difference between a hobby and what's supposed to be a 'job', though, unfortunately... I've been trying to give myself time off when I need it without feeling too guilty, but I always imagine other people getting annoyed at me for not working all day every day (because some people back on Fig Hunter literally were like that to me).