It sounds like you are struggling with motivation and focus this week. It may be helpful to take a step back and focus on your personal projects and enjoying playing Pokemon Violet, rather than pushing yourself to work on Atonal Dreams or other projects that may be causing stress. It's okay to take a break and focus on what brings you enjoyment and relaxation. It may also be helpful to seek out support or advice from other game developers or creative individuals who can offer guidance and encouragement.
However, I would recommend against posting stuff like this if you want to put up a Kickstarter. Posts like this portray both an inability to work on existing projects and your constant consideration of new ideas instead. You also seem to be avoiding facing the stressful aspects of your work, such as seeking funding for Atonal Dreams, instead focusing on personal projects that are not monetizable. Furthermore, the mention of "random computer issues" may suggest a potential lack of technical proficiency. It would not necessarily be encouraging for potential backers.
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Tobias 1104~1Y
Well that's discouraging, though probably true. Activates thoughts like "why even bother then, I'll just give it all up and hide away forever; I can't impress people". What would be the alternatives? Lying? Not posting at all? Sharing nothing but the positives to give a false impression of being capable of things I'm not? I suppose I'd rather people supported me knowing what they were getting themselves into rather than 'tricking' them by presenting myself in a way that's not accurate. But I know that's not what other people do, and is one of many symptoms of me being a poor fit in this world.
However, I would recommend against posting stuff like this if you want to put up a Kickstarter. Posts like this portray both an inability to work on existing projects and your constant consideration of new ideas instead. You also seem to be avoiding facing the stressful aspects of your work, such as seeking funding for Atonal Dreams, instead focusing on personal projects that are not monetizable. Furthermore, the mention of "random computer issues" may suggest a potential lack of technical proficiency. It would not necessarily be encouraging for potential backers.